{365.34} I Prattle Endlessly About Writing (Again)
I scored a $5 used hardcover copy of Kate Morton’s The Distant Hours on Amazon that was also eligible for Prime, so I’m showing it off in today’s photo~ It’s in awesome condition, looks like it was only read once or twice. I do have an e-reader now, and I definitely love my Nook and can’t remember what it was like in the Dark Ages before I had one (you know, back in December)… but my love for real, physical copies of books will never leave me. I still stalk the books on my Amazon wishlist to see if anyone is selling them on the cheap and having them fulfilled by Amazon’s warehouse, because it’s a good deal. As rabid fans of Amazon, we’re really loving the fact that they have an office and warehouse here in Las Vegas because they very often fulfill our orders much quicker than expected. For example, I ordered this book just a day ago and it already arrived today. It was originally slated for a Saturday delivery.
By the way, it’s one of my absolute favorite books. Duh. I added it to my “books that must live in the exclusive bookshelf above my bed until death do us part” selection last year. I mean, it’s like Kate Morton knew me personally and wrote this book just for me. Just look at the spellbinding front page! No, the book isn’t all done up like that on every page, but that’s really all it took for this story and I to become inseparable. It’s set in WWII: check. It takes place in England: check. There are three spinster sisters with a dark secret: check. There’s a female protagonist who loves books and solving mysteries: check. All of this happens in a house resembling a castle: check. Paola must own this book: check, check, check, freaking CHECK.
Since I’m prattling about books today, it’s only natural that I would begin to segue into prattling about writing. My go-to sources for writing advice and inspiration are the websites of my favorite authors. Whenever I get stuck, or start feeling like I’ll never get anywhere with my stupid novel, I pick a random author from my list and visit their site. Most authors have a blog entry, FAQ, or some other page on their site dedicated to writing advice. They talk about their process, what works for them, and what they do when they start wanting to stab their computer screen with the nearest sharp object. Call me lame, but I take comfort in reading that successful writers have the same problems I do.For example, I felt loads better when I read a pep talk from Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler’s Wife) on NaNoWriMo.org that confessed the following:
“I’m a very slow writer. Slow works for me. I have all the bad habits my fellow writers warn you not to fall into: I procrastinate. I write a bit and wander off to think it over and come back two weeks later. I have no schedule, no regular habits, no fetishes, no daily word quota. I incubate ideas for years and once I start to work on them I can spend more years happily researching esoteric bits and bobs that may not even end up in the novel. I am terribly caffeine dependent. I edit while I write.”
– Audrey Niffenegger, pep talk for National Novel Writing Month 2011
If an author who produced one of my all time favorite books EVER, which then became an international bestseller AND a major motion picture, can accept her flaws and bad habits, then I can accept mine too. And I can work to get over them. What I’ve really learned in the past month since I really got serious about doing this is that every writer is different and not all of their advice is going to work for me. But that advice does give me ideas for how to improve. Last night I paid a visit to Garth Nix’s website (Sabriel and the other Old Kingdom series books), which btw he runs himself because he is awesome, and read what he had to say about word counts. He keeps a running log of his word counts for every book that he writes, in a notebook. Seeing the growing numbers is encouraging when it begins to feel like wading through a swamp.
I started doing the same thing, but I’ve also increased my word count goal for this first book from 75,000 to 100,000. And if it comes down to it, maybe more than that, or less, depending on what will truly work out best for telling the story. I’m not afraid of my word count goal at all. And even though I only started logging my progress in my notebook last night, I already feel really motivated. It’s kind of like how I feel about this blog and writing in it every day — now that I’ve gone for an entire month, I can’t bear to break the cycle. I’m finding out that this is what works for me and writing, too. I try to write every day, even a little bit. I don’t always work on the novel itself; I also write little tidbits here and there about the world and its culture, or history, or I write a short piece from one of the characters’ viewpoints to get a better feel for them and their voice. But the point is, I try to write something every day. Even if I don’t finish what I’m chipping away on that very same day, I forgive myself and move on.
That being said, I’m also working on toning down my rampant need for perfection when it comes to this rough draft because it’s honestly becoming an obstacle. I need to just write, and get the story moving forward, instead of obsessing because I can’t phrase something exactly how I want it, or because I will never be satisfied with a scene the first time around. Or even the second, or third, or fiftieth. This is just how I am and these are just how high my expectations are, but progress isn’t achieved by me agonizing over a sentence when I could’ve finished writing a chapter in that amount of time. So, I’m embracing Editing Hell. Editing Hell is what will solve my perfectionism dilemma, AFTER I finish writing. I can obsess about this stuff THEN, and not NOW.
Anyway, it really is about time for me to go back to my word processor so that I’ll have a word count to enter for today… haha. Practicing what I preach!!!




